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The Last Journal Of Su-Zaku

Wed Oct 10, 2007, 12:53 PM
I'm formally resigning from vore.

Do not waste your breath trying to convince me to consider otherwise:

Last night it was made painfully clear to me that my primary motivation for being in vore groups online has become nothing more than a porn addiction.
It's not like I shouldn't have seen this coming either; there have been times when I questioned the necessity of my indulging in such activities, but I've always managed to persuade myself to continue going just a little longer...

There are quite a few good points to being part of the vore community: I've never been part of a community that as a whole has been as welcoming and open to complete strangers before. Not even with my fellow Christians.
Within the vore community, there are people of AMAZING talents from whom I could learn volumes! Not to mention the people whose interests snych almost seamlessly with mine! I can't find the words to express how exhillarating it is to share such bizzare and rare characterstics with someone that knows exactly how you feel!

In addition, there are the excuses that I've made for myself that I've got to overcome. Things like, "Well, a lot of terrible things have happened in my life recently, so I've gotta make up for it somehow." and "Well, all of my peers in the Army wouldn't care one bit if I told them how much porn I surf. Most of them would laugh as they're far worse." Or even "I'm only drawing this to please other people." (Which is never true. XP)

But that's all I'm doing: just barely convincing myself that the fleeting thrill is worth the time and dedication I put into it. I've noticed that it's a growing beast too: it's been eating up more and more of my time and the longer I let it go on, the more extreme my fetish seems to become.

So, I've gotta put a stop to it. I'm severing all ties with vore as of today. Even since yesterday without spending time drawing vore and surfing for images and articles has made me realize just how much of me my fetish was consuming. (No pun intended)

Let me close saying that I'm very grateful for all of you that do enjoy my work and the kind words of encouragement that you've given me from time to time; you've been like a family to me. If you really do want the best for me, rebuke me harshly if I ever start to slide back toward my addiction. Thanks again, guys; it's been fun. ^.^


(I wil no longer be using this account. If you need to reach me, you can find me here:
[link]
Needless to say, it will contain no vore artwork.)

  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: "Forever Rachel" From FF6
  • Reading: Lord of Chaos by Robert Jordan
  • Playing: Shadow of the Colossus
  • Eating: Sausage and Pepper Heroes
  • Drinking: Water.

Devious Comments

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:iconksapphire8989:
Awwww...I going to miss your vore work, but whatever you choose. I'm behind you all the way ^^

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Sweetness, kindness, gentle, love......though should be the most important thing in life. Well for me it is. ^///^ :meow:
:iconwolfheartv:
ok man... whatever you choose :salute:

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:iconkarbo:
Ack we'll miss you T_T

But I can understand your reasons. Vore must stay a fantasy, if it become too invading ,then indeed it's a problem.

Well good luck to you ^_^
:iconjjthefourth:
Your art is amazing, and I hope you'll leave it up for others to enjoy, but as for your decision to leave, I completely understand it. It sounds like you'll continue to draw, just not vore, and I think that's cool. I like your style, not just the subject. :)

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:iconderment:
I'm gonna miss your artwork but good luck!

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:iconfoxby:
Awww. T.T Well, as long as we can still hang out. o.o;;

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I'm a feminist because it gets me laid.
:iconimragweed:
See you there.

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:iconshyguy9:
I still think it's silly how people say they "resign" from their drawing fetishes.

The fact that you use the word "addiction" is also disturbing...

I just don't get it.

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:iconmaxtwenty:
Hmm... well, pity. But, if that's what you think you need to do, then make sure you at least follow through. Your well-being comes before others' desire to see your... freaking... *awesome* work... Come back! O.O

But seriously, good luck to ya.

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